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Mercy Drops

July 02, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Songs

Mercy drops, from my father

Mercy drops, from my friend

Mercy drops, from my brother

Mercy drops, from my lover,

oh God, oh God

————————————————

Cuz nothin comes between us

We only gettin closer

Doesn’t matter what kinda day

Cuz drops are comin faster

Standing a little closer

More of Him on the way

———————————————-

Mercy drops, from my father

Mercy drops, from my friend

Mercy drops, from my brother

Mercy drops, from my lover,

Oh God, Oh God

————————————————

It doesn’t matter what time it is

It doesnt matter what season

Your love stays breathin

On me, all over

———————————————-

Our joy,

In you

July 02, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Learning the Dance of Heaven here on Earth

July 01, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

I am so happy I could cry

wanna soar high

in intimacy with Him

Jesus, you are my win

nothing comes close

To your friendship

u know me most

just what I need

you are the seed of hope, joy, peace, love

You teach us how to shove

the enemies lies

tie em in a knot

& make it stop

throw em out the door

of our hearts

gives us fresh starts

with truth, identity, & grace

no need to chase

less than what you desire

you take us outta the mire

gives us a sound mind

so we can be that inside dime

we’re all made to be

can’t wait for full on eternity

but until then

we learn the dance of heaven

here & now

step by step

true joy in you

July 01, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
Poetry
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An Army of Artists

June 24, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella

God is raising up an army of artists.

It’s always been His heart, but I believe the church accidentally, intentionally, or unintentionally, brushed the value of artistry and outwardly artistically minded people, to the side, who were truly trying to abide all along. Why did we undervalue the goodness of what was being offered? How did that happen tho? We need Godsight not mansight.

Perhaps it looked different than the mainstream church culture of that time and what was being valued. Perhaps it was fear. Obviously, the enemy didn’t want the outwardly spoken artists to dine and share a dance with other believers. That’s more power, more anointing, more authority, dynamite collaboration, stripping of strongholds, diminishing the shackles of “normalcy,”tradition, and legalism. It would be adding more opportunity, to release God’s kingdom here on earth as it is in heaven.

Art speaks loud. Art cuts to the soul. Art removes barriers, fetters, and shackles. Art breaks through. The enemy doesn’t like breakthroughs. Why would the enemy ever want that? Doesn’t He want to keep us bound and fettered? Doesn’t He want to hold us back from the Church living out its fullest potential? Doesn’t the enemy wanna keep us in a box, under the shackles of religion without intimate, creatively flowing relationship with the King of Kings?

The enemy knows creativity is what our brain needs to function its healthiest and best. From the brain flows our thoughts, our feelings, our abilities. The enemy also knows how loud of a message art has potential to send and what can happen when one steps into creativity.

I’ve heard sayings, I’ve heard prophecies, I believe I’ve heard the whisper of the Holy Spirit in my ears speaking about this matter. I’ve watched it come to fruition in my counseling offices these past several months as breakthroughs happen.

As believers start to understand their true identity, part of that being, part of that truly being, they’re designed to create with the most incredible creator of all. The reasons for creating with God are multifaceted. One of many being, for vitality and holistic health, but the other, for power and authority, being an ambassador of helping to create right order once again, making all things new, spreading the light of the gospel throughout the cracks, corners, devastations, and thriving parts of the world, straight to the heart of man. This is just scratching the surface.

“Dancing is one of the key strategies to waring off the enemy”

“Creating is one of the key strategies to warring off the enemy”

“Playing, creating, using your hands, is a key ingredient to mental health wellbeing & vitality”

“Using the right side part of our brain is a key strategy to waring off the enemy”

“Once' the artist catches God’s vision for what He’s doing, that’s when you see His kingdom spread like wildfire”

————— More half processed thoughts —————

Art, music, and creativity is highly prized biblically. I am uncertain, but it seems like, how did at some point the wider western church, look at those things as worldly when truly, they’re tools God gave us to partake in building His kingdom here on earth as it would be in heaven? How did we become afraid of intersecting brain science and theology. How did we become afraid of dancing or think it was impure, not meant for the church? How did we minimize the power in artistry, craftsmanship, creativity?

Dancing, creating, developing, enjoying the process, a healthy brain THRIVES on these things and needs them to experience the most optimal amounts of joy God has to offer us here on earth.

These thoughts burning and percolating through my mind and heart, I do not have a ton of substance to stand on this claim besides what I feel might be in my spirit and what I’ve reflected on over the years. I have actual historical research to do, haha!

But. This next move of God, I believe, is bringing about His Kingdom in part, through the Army of Artists He is raising up. There’s a generation of artists rising beyond the shackles of religion & entering into the freedom, joy, power, and intimacy God designed for us all along. One of the most powerful ways to experiencing God’s dancing rhythms of this freedom, joy, power, and intimacy He designed for us, is through the artist eye.

We’re all designed for it. Some are farther along than others, Some are more technical and perhaps immaculate than others. But all are on the same playground, all have opportunity to dive into the unique part of our brain, mind, spirit, merging together to create something beautiful. & not only beautiful, but spiritually powerful, too.

I have the privilege of counseling individuals young and old on a weekly basis. I can’t help but notice a pattern emerging the past 4 months or so. Clients of mine are receiving breakthroughs in ways they haven’t experienced before, one part of it being, they’re opening up to creating, imagining, and getting artistic again. They’re intentionally leaning into this. & they’re seeing transformation in their own lives.

I also can’t help but notice a pattern emerging of God seeming to be bringing believers who are certainly gifted and artistic, yet have felt stunted or hindered from being able to pursue that gifting and creativity, due to lies, religious mentalities, and lack of support and empowerment from other believers. It’s a true honor to COMBAT those lies with them, and watch freedom & joy enter the room.

“you’re an artist, it’s in your design”

“you can lean into this, you can help trailblazer a different way”

“God gifted you with that talent, work at it some more, enjoy that gift He gave you”

“Go create & use it to bless others”

Simple words that have evidently seemed to shed off old ways & clothed individuals with new hope, joy, and excitement to lean into, who they’ve been all along, an artist creating with the Perfect Artist. .

We have got to start tuning more into what God is doing, what He intends to do, and will continue to do in our future. It’s time we embrace what God loves about the artist, about the design, and the pursuit and process of it all. It’s important to Him, let’s allow it to saturate us, and become vital to us too, as a people, together.

Let’s become a Church that empowers the artist within, to stand with God, ride His wave, and learn to ride it really well. Let’s be a Church the allows the potter to be the potter, and us to be the clay. It’s so much better that way, that’s where true joy and fulfillment is found. There is kingdom power to be unleashed here.

“He has filled them with skill to do every sort of work done by an engraver or by a designer or by an embroiderer in blue and purple and scarlet yarns and fine twined linen, or by a weaver—by any sort of workman or skilled designer.”

Exodus 35:35

“Then Moses said to the people of Israel, “See, the Lord has called by name Bezalel the son of Uri, son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah; and he has filled him with the Spirit of God, with skill, with intelligence, with knowledge, and with all craftsmanship, to devise artistic designs, to work in gold and silver and bronze, in cutting stones for setting, and in carving wood, for work in every skilled craft. And he has inspired him to teach, both him and Oholiab the son of Ahisamach of the tribe of Dan.”

Exodus 35:30-35

“David also commanded the chiefs of the Levites to appoint their brothers as the singers who should play loudly on musical instruments, on harps and lyres and cymbals, to raise sounds of joy.”

1st Chronicles 15:16

“For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.”

Romans 11:29

“You turn things upside down! Shall the potter be regarded as the clay, that the thing made should say of its maker, “He did not make me”; or the thing formed say of him who formed it, “He has no understanding”?”

Isaiah 29: 16

June 24, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Riding the Wave Song

June 16, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

cuz I’m riding the wave riding the wave with you

Cuz I’m riding the wave riding the wave with you

Let me take your hand

Let me show you how to stand

And stay youuuuuuu

in whatever you dooooo

whatever wave you rideeee

I’ll be side by side with youuuu

Whatever tide may come

you and I we’ll run

Towards the prizeeee

Closer together

lovers forwverrrr

Best friends

it never ends

It only gets better

with time

Cuz we’re riding the wave, riding the wave with you

June 16, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
Poetry
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Joyful Noise

June 11, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

Music to my ears

happy tears

a fine beat

a sweet melody

smiles, sways, close my eyes

feel that joy come to rise

music is a gift to our souls

we hear something good

& crave more, using it as a tool

to regulate our joy levels

when we feel disheveled

we have music to hear

Even better we get to share

the good stuff

& spread that musical joy

to the ones we love

& care for

June 11, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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I will live and not die

June 11, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

I will live and not die 

I will learn how to thrive 

In the unknowns and to be’s 

He’s the only one I need 

You are truer than true 

No one is more important than you 

Yahweh is for today 

Tomorrow and longer term

I’ve got so much to learn 

From his tenderness

He takes my hearts mess 
And wraps it like a bow 

Shows me where to sow 

I will live and not die 

I will learn how to thrive

The unknowns do not scare me 

I take courage, under His wing

That’s where I look and see

The beauty 
Of what He’s doing 

And will continue to do 

I will live and not die 
My joy, in Him 

June 11, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Authenticity

June 10, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

authenticity is key

but what is it

how do you know

when you hit the gold

of being real

keepin it genuine

cuz that’s what’s we need

no more filter

no more mask

how do we achieve

the task of creating safety for everybody

where they feel free to show up brokenness and all

still welcomed, loved, and beloved

wouldn’t that be cool?

building some glad to be togetherness

is one tool

that can change guarded to open hearted

that can change fear to drawing near

that can change water into wine

bringing new life

dining together

feasting on joy with eachother

June 10, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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A perspective on Riding the Wave

June 08, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

Sometimes writing hits differently when it’s poetry!

Writing poetry might just be the exact outlet your brain needs to function its best & healthiest, in return, providing greater space for joyfully connecting with self, God, & others.

“God would you give me spiritual vision to see the mission of what you’re calling me to

not gonna lie, this is a trial sometimes I don’t know if I can do

But in you, I am strengthened, in you, you are my source

you revive me, my capacity is lengthened

your genuine grace I see

I can do days on days of this

Bring it on if that’s what it takes

As long as I have you to show me new ways

To move, groove, and ride the wave

Trial me all day, I’m not gonna cave

Cuz your love sustains

Even adds new membranes

In ways I need to succeed

In this mission, vision, & reality I think you gave

& if it’s true, I’ve got no better choice

Than to ride the wave with you

I’m finally surfin with you

Surfin on your peace

Surfin on your joy

Surfin on your love

May it be so for others, too”

June 08, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
Poetry
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A Refreshing Perspective on Attachment Pain

June 08, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

Attachment pain

It stresses your joy vein

Sadness, grief, loss

Connection feels like it’s been tossed

What to do it’s overwhelming your best you

Thankfully there’s hope

A different way to soothe

Making all things new

Freshly re-entering that joyous feeling of youth

But how to do it

Here are a few tips

If you choose to commit

Surely good things will grow

Out of the sorrow you’re holding

Sing, pray, dance

Connect with those friends

Where loss doesn’t stand a chance

Go on that run

Soak in some sun

Tell yourself “this feeling will subside”

“I just need to flow with the tide”

“Tomorrow will be a new day”

“So today I ride the wave”

“Tomorrow I will do the same”

“Til this pain subsides”

“& a fresh tide, shows me a new wave to ride”

Attachment pain. We all feel it. We all experience it. We all have access to solution for it. Let’s learn, together how to ride with the wave of attachment pain so we can live into our most joy-filled, best selves.

June 08, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Digging Deep Wells

June 06, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella

Digging deep wells

Digging deep wells

That’s what we’re doing

Digging the wells

Digging the wells

That is who we are


We got dirt on our face

from digging new space

sunshine in the pocket

from the joy you giving

Storing your grace

In our hearts

Cuz we’re digging the wells

Digging the wells

Digging the wells

of your loveeee

Cuz we’re digging the wells

Digging the wells

Digging the wells

of your loveee

We got dirt on our face

Digging new space

We got dirt on our face

from digging new space

sunshine in the pocket

from the joy you giving

Storing your grace

In our hearts

June 06, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Thrive Together

June 06, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella

laugh about the silly

crack yourself up

for simply being human

enjoy the little things

spread your wings

smile big

soak in the quiet

play & rest

stay by it

hold it close

your heart needs it most

come alive

let’s thrive

together

in joy

June 06, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Shabbat Shalom

June 02, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

Sundown to sundown

we rest, play, and enjoy

the day he gave

for us to rest in the warmth

of his arms

a slow morning

a spontaneous afternoon

a candle lit dinner

it always seems to end too soon

we are growing

learning how to rest

to be His children

is truly the best

A God who designed us

to be filled up on Him

He’s perfect, fun, creative

It’s the biggest win

Shabbat we will grow in

Shabbat we will live from

Together, we experience

Shabbat with Shalom

Shabbat Shalom, friends

June 02, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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You & Me

June 02, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

You & Me forever

a love affair

full of affirmation

joy and wonder

my one and only heavenly lover

lets dance

lets laugh

lets cry

lets fly away

soak up all the time we have

endless eternity

it starts now

you and me forever

my heavenly lover

I love you

thank you for showing me the way

thank you for showering me with your grace

“you’re special, you’re unique”

“you’re desirable in everyway”

“you built your house on a rock”

“nothing will stop you”

from pursuing me, all eternity

it is your prophetic destiny

enjoy and share, like you do

June 02, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Joyfilled Provisions

May 27, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Joy Stories

My wonderful housemate is moving out onto an amazing living opportunity that has been presented to her. It’s incredible! & upon hearing this news, for a split 10 seconds (let’s be real probably more than that) I was like "oh man" in my head, doing my best to outwardly show only the excitement and trying to hide the feeling of sadness and perhaps a little fear of the unknown. I didn’t like that, because I deeply wanted to authentically be fully all in with celebrating my housemate’s new endeavor, trusting all would be well at my house, too.

I felt what I believe the Holy Spirit whipser to me, “Kailey if I provide for her, why wouldn’t I also provide good things for you, too?” Upon hearing that thought, I felt peace rush through my body, a sense of calm came over, hope revealed itself, again. Like it always does. Why do I worry?

Almost simultaneously, another thought pops in my head "I wonder what you're up to here, God? Surely, it is good!" So I start praying over the soon to be empty room & just say "whatever you see fitting I'm so down God!" Whether that be a new housemate, no housemate, foster care, refugee support, etc etc, anything & everything.

Same day my roommate officially makes the decision to move out & take this opportunity she has for her own place, I go to a wedding (last Sunday) & I have this keen sense God is going to do something significant there. But I literally expect to know about 2 people there total haha. Hmm. What are you up to, God?

After the ceremony, I go to find my seat, as I approach the table I will be dining at, this beautiful gal with a kind and warm demeanor comes up to me and says something along the lines of, "do you remember me Kailey?" Turns out her name is Kailee too! And I realize we had met years agoooo at an outdoor every heart worship event in Holland.

We start chatting, she asks what I’ve been up to lately, I start talking about all things God, joy, and adventure, including working on this house that God provided for me to live in and have as a place of belonging for others, a place of peace.

I briefly mention that my housemate is moving out and I am starting to pray about what to do with the soon to be empty room in this next season and as I am talking, Kailee lights up and says something along the lines of “I am actually looking to rent a room & be in more community before I transition to getting married.”My heart starts to feel warm, a sense of peace and hope fills my body. Woah.

We take a week to pray about it. Then we make a decision.

Done deal. That quick, God provided next steps. Kailee is officially my soon to be new housemate and we are going to be walking together in growing in our relationship with God and helping to prepare for her upcoming marriage in the next 6-12 months. Not only that, she and her significant other are eager to practice and apply more of the life model into their lives, a way of living that I am deeply passionate about and have prayed my home could be a nurturing place for just that. To be able to live with a housemate excited about this stuff is a double blessing. I cannot wait.

Thankful for experiencing joy with God’s provisions. He want’s to share his joy through provisions for you too, friend! Sometimes even that quick.

“If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him” Matthew 7:11

May 27, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Worn

May 17, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

full schedule

many friends

loving people

it’s not a a trend

It’s a way of life

that breeds joy and light

but in my own might

I become worn

but I get torn

because people

waiting to be loved

the needs are great

the resource is few

so I try to be two of me

but that can’t possibly be

cuz God made me one

He says rest

I’ll take care of other’s stress

you need only be still

Go play

Go create

Go enjoy my playground

nature is the world’s renown

of beauty, strength, and opportunity

to spend time with the majesty

of all creation

Go play, Kailey

imagine, dream,

let me remind you, of who you are

my wild child, full of adventure

never let up

just let me fill your cup

enjoy, and spend time with me

cuz I love you

May 17, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
Poetry
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Relational Circuitry

May 14, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry


Let’s get equipped on our relational circuitry.

Let’s spread joy to the masses

Let’s take some classes that help us grow

So we can sow into what’s good, right, and true

How bout you, what you wanna do?

Join me, let’s become more free

Let’s live, let’s love, let’s laugh with good purpose

Let’s surf the big waves

& stay relational, our best selves,
All our days

Were made for it
It’s in our design

May 14, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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Daughtership

May 07, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry

Love affair

To be His Bride

I can wade through any tide

I can love wide

and sit side by side with danger

and not be overcome

Because my lover won

My heart

Long ago


There’s no stopping his daughter

from becoming

Who she’s made to be

Loved, redeemed, free

I belong to the one who made me

Fearfully, wonderfully, chosen


His affirmations of me are woven

in my inner being

through my mind

I hear His voice

“you’re one of a kind”

Daughter, friend, lover

You start a trend

on true identity

looking to me

as the one to show you

Who you are


Those scars you have

They’re lovely

They tell a story

of strength, resilience, victory


The growth you’ve done

Is preparation for what’s to come

I will not stop the good work

till its complete in you

On the day I’m coming through

to make all things new


Daughtership

It’s true

You’re mine

I am yours

I am secure with you

May 07, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
Poetry
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SONS AND DAUGHTERS

May 06, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella in Poetry




We are forerunners 

For His glory 




We are 

Sons and Daughters

For His name 




Loved, cherished, delighted in 

With Him we win  

Our biggest battles 




Land mines, temptations, sin 

No comparison to being on the “in”  

With creator, designer 

The one who made us 




We can trust in everyway 

He’s here to stay 

Not goin anywhere 




He says draw near 

I’m with you 

Thru and thru 




We fight together 

To learn freedom, joy, peace, and love 

We build the kingdom of God 

On earth as it is in heaven 

We aint messin 




This is real 

This is truth 

It’s time for you

To be the best version of yourself, too 




True identity 

Sons and daughters

Find your best self 

Here, with the father 




He loves you 

You’re made to shine, too 

Let’s do this, together  




May 06, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
Poetry
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Joyful Oil Dripping

May 03, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella

One step at a time

For my inside dimes

Somethin bout love


Breakthrough shines through

The fear, the dread, the toil

Let my joyful oil drip all over

You need only be still

I will cover you

So we sing, we dance, we rejoice

I let that oil make noise

We sing joy, joy, joyful oil

Drip, drip, all over us

We sing joy, joy, joyful oil

Drip, drip, all over us

My revelation will guide through

My love will watch over you

Like a ship in the night

My light shines onto

The path I set out for you

Because you’re the one I love

My holy dove guides

You only need abide

Cuz I’m truer than true

I make that known to you

You need only be still

Im here for you

One step at a time


Let my joyful oil drip all over

So we sing, we dance, we rejoice

We let that oil make noise

We sing joy, joy, joyful oil

Drip, drip, all over us

We sing joy, joy, joyful oil

Drip, drip, all over us


May 03, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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My Purpose, My Joy, My Delight

April 30, 2025 by Kailey Mattarella

My purpose 


Firstly, is to be loved 

And to know His love

Covenant marriage 

To the divine, the triune 


Second is to love others 

Without limit 

To grow by the minute 

One day become a mother 

That nurtures without tether  


Who builds family with her lover 

The one God destined to cover 

Together one, a fusion for His glory 

My purpose is to shine the light of joy 

To this lonely and broken world 

To help others enjoy 

The work of His hands 


My purpose is to strengthen 

The church back to health

My purpose is to lengthen 

Believers relational wealth 

Unto sanctification 

That reaches the depths

Of wholistic living 


Relational, emotional

Mental, spiritual 

Social, Intellectural 

Holiness

We’re on our way. 


My purpose

Is to be loved by Him 

To become fused with a Godly win  

Build family and nourish 

Live from a place of joy 

Teach others to enjoy  

Strengthen the church with health 

Shine with courage 

And Fulfill destiny 

Hand in hand with God

The one who sees

This is my purpose 

Let’s shine, together 


My top values:

Joy

Authenticity

Belonging

Adventure

 

Ephesians 2:10



April 30, 2025 /Kailey Mattarella
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